A Tale of Forbidden Love

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This track is about a dream I had which is loosely based on a real relationship. This is dedicated to Kui Mwai, I love you.

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A Tale of a Forbidden Love

(Intro)
I'm so cold, I wanna love her but I just don't know
Wanna forget her but I love her so much
All I can think about is her and just one touch
Hear my tales of forbidden love

(Verse 1)
I close my fists, loneliness is all I know and shit
Lost in a Sea of Fire I'm drownin' in my hopelessness
I surround myself with those that won't be missed
My greatest trick was convincing you I don't exist
My condolences, to the families of those I've tricked
Can you blame me? Do you even get my motive bitch?
I am the unwanted, the rebellious child
All my Father ever noticed was my Hellish smile
So I found a way, to get his attention
Ignore all his warnings I don't even care to listen
And I don't wanna change 'cause I don't fear his wrath
Then she came along and showed me a new path
Goddamn, the crazy shit you do for love
Goddamn, she must've fell from Above
A gift from the heavens, an undeserved prize
An Angel made me better, and opened my eyes

(Chorus)
How can I love her? She's everything I'm not
How can I love at all? My heart's an ice box
She makes me feel, with just one touch
I'm caught up in a tale of forbidden love

(Verse 2)
She loves me, and she loves me not
She loves me but, not as much as she loves God
And we fight so much, and the next day we forget it
When it's bad it's Hell but when it's good it's Heaven
But she asks too much, and it's drivin' me insane
I am who I am, how can she ask me to change?
So I just snapped, I guess I had enough crap
Change who I am for love? Nah, shit, FUCK THAT
Fuck love...I got by for this long
I was fine before her and I will be when she's gone
But I know that's a lie, I need her and it's sad
I fucked up big now I gotta get her back
And she's so Angelic, that she immediately forgives
The irony is, we went from first fight to first kiss
I really felt love, didn't know what we were doin'
I felt too much, before I knew it we were human

(Chorus)
How can I love her? She's everything I'm not
How can I love at all? My heart's an ice box
She makes me feel, with just one touch
I'm caught up in a tale of forbidden love

(Verse 3)
For better or for worse, she's right there with a plan
Lovin' me no matter what, even though I'm just a man
What I've become disgusts me, feel like a piece of dirt
But I guess it's worth it, now, I can be with her
And it's ironic how, I can feel pain and puke
Went from being named Lucifer to just being Luke
And she still consoles me, every time that she sings
She's still an Angel, even though she don't got wings
Such beauty it's surreal, but seein' is believin'
My Heaven on Earth, she's my lil' Piece of Eden
So it only makes sense that a thief came and took it
Our bliss ended with her life 'cause of that bullet
And I couldn't take the pain of being by myself
So I left this world and I went back to Hell

(Chorus)
I couldn't live without her, so I became numb
Overrun with darkness I'm back to square one
Now she's gone forever, I miss her so much
Is this the end to our tale of forbidden love?

(Outro)
I'm so cold
Wanna forget her but I love her so much
Hear my tales of forbidden love

credits

from The Exorcism of A​.​M., track released June 28, 2012
Written and Performed by Aden Mendelsohn AKA A.M.
Produced by Anno Domini Beats

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